first thing first

for me, the first of everything would be recalled again and again and again. the first is the start of a journey, that would take part, even if its small, in our life. i'm the kind of person who likes to recall first moments, seeing how time had changed me since then. but you know i could be forgetful at unexpected times so yeah, sometimes i gotta put a lot of effort trying to recall :D

lets see what comes to mind right now.

first day in kindergarten. i had never seen a lot of tiny people running, screaming here and there. crowded. i started sweating. i was nervous. i didn't feel like joining them. with me was my mommy and nanny. the classroom was big and the teacher was huge. hahahaha. we wore our own clothes on the first day cause we haven't received the uniform yet. i cant recall what i wore, but it was something black and white. haha. the teacher was in a blue uniform and short straight hair. we didn't do much that day. and i surely was in a great relief when it ends three hours later. muahaha.

first haircut. it's not the very first one which should be when i was a baby and my parents shaved off my head. hahaha. this one is about the first stylish haircut i had. i have had my hair long and thick with no layer no shaggy no fringe no bangs - no style at all - for years before. then not long before i started my high school, i insisted on having traps. approved by mommy. few days before we go to a salon in which my mommy was a frequent customer, i found that fringe is lovely, so i insisted (again) to have it. but mommy said i better started with long fringe, that was chin long and covers one side of your face. i agreed. and one thing i still remember clearly was what the hairdresser commented on my hair : 'no way out!' GRR.


first boyfriend. muahahaha. i had my first boyfie in junior high school, at the age of 13. now that i think about it, i was really not ready for it. oh come on, thirteen! what can you expect hahaha. he was my classmate for a year, and we barely talk each other. he was big, fat, tall, and smart. it all started by him texting me, and yeah things grew slowly. we were together for 7 months. it was a total childish kind of dating. we barely even had a date. hahahahaha. oh i really hope he would never ever read this hahaha!

first alcohol. well maybe not the very first, since i like chocolates with some alcohol in it (i forgot the name), but the first alcohol drink i had was a red wine. it was my mommy who actually ordered it when we had a lovely date in our lovely little favourite restaurant (which turns out not to be lovely anymore). i took a sip and ... okay i forgot how it tasted. hahahah. but i remember it didn't taste as good as it looked. but maybe it was not a very old wine, though. cause the older it is the nicer it tastes right? ouh i know i'm right. hahahaha.

first flight. to yogyakarta for holiday. my name written on the air ticket was totally wrong. instead of pinky, they wrote stinky. oh well! though i was only in primary school, i felt my blood boiled. grrr! who on earth would have the name stinky? the flight itself was uncomfortable. it was extrehmely cold inside the cabin, and my nose and ear were blocked. ouch. not a very nice experience.

first on tv. woohoo! muahaha. somehow my primary school was chosen to perform on this show where schools competing in cheerleading and other art performances. i was in the cheerleading team. we wore yellow top and red skirt and white kee high socks and white shoes. we made our own pom poms. it was metallic pink if i'm not mistaken. our coach made our hair into two pigtails with red ribbons. hihihi. we gotta stand by for hours before the show began, which was really exhausting. and the show was lame, though. i couldn't see my face clearly. hahaha.

are you tired reading? cos i am tired typing. hahaha.
leave it like that for now, shall we?

c ya!