have you ever think about your life? what you do and how things go?
i dont know. sometimes i just feel stupid. just feel that the system we have in this entire world is just simply stupid.
we were born. we went to school, for years. 12 years to be exact. we started struggling to enter favourite, fancy universities. we even got separated from our loved ones. we struggled again to gain some marks. we sat by our monitor day and night, mugging in library only to finish few thousand words of essay, which then will only be read once and thrown away, forgotten forever. only to get a combination of numbers which will determine our intelligent level later in public. we struggled to get out of universities with fancy titles. we struggled again to secure wanted jobs. and we did it all for the sake of money. for the sake of titles. for the sake of fancy lifestyle. for the sake of glamorous identity.
and, in the process, we often sacrifice. our security, our unity, our peace, our bliss. sacrifice how we feel the life. sacrifice things that stay us alive. and we sacrifice them all to be slaved in this greedy world?
i dont know. is it only me or is there anybody else who thought the same?
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lost. Show all posts
Monday, September 12, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
randomly happy - dig it out!
hello fellas!
life has been jumping here and there recently.
1. it all started that night, when something, you know, distracted my thoughts. that was one of the worst and longest night i ever had here. felt like a zombie.
luckily the next morning life kept me pretty busy hopping here and there so there was no time left to drop the thoughts. stayed at mcd for group discussion - for 7 hours! i had a good time, though :D group rocks!
2. i have been eating a lot. i mean, a lot. A LOT. carbo carbo carbo sugar sugar sugar all day long.
day 1
breakfast : milk
lunch : mixed rice
dinner : 1 pack of oreo
day 2 : live to eat
breakfast : milk
lunch : mcchicken burger + large chipotle fries + upsized lemon tea + random snacks and sweets
dinner : bee hoon fish soup
day 3 :
breakfast : milk
lunch : egg mayo 6-inch sandwich + upsized lemon tea
dinner : bubble milk tea
yea yea yea :)
3. dont know whats happening, but i was starting to see, and i do really mean see, people and things around me. and think of them. i started to list love i spotted and good things happened. do you notice the last 2 posts titled 'love of the day' and 'lotd'? and 'good things of the day' :)
it made me feel good :D
4. dancing frees me. dance freely, you'll be freed.
5. get lost! erik, which happens to be my partner in crime, asked me to join her church event on sunday morning. so i texted my churchmate (something like classmate but in church) that im not going there this sunday. i was very confident taking bus to orchard. everything felt good until - after almost an hour - the bus suddenly slowed down and stop at an interchange. 'bukit merah central'. i was like, what the? where the hell am i?? erik called me, finding out what happened, she laughed at me in a very criminal way.
the next few minutes i figured out that bukit merah central was located just behind my house building. so yea, in other words, i traveled all the way from my house to my house *.*
but somehow i felt good hahahaha. maybe i'll try to get lost again someday. it was kinda fun :D
hey, i find this kinda post interesting. just telling updates of what have been happening to me recently :)
bubye!
life has been jumping here and there recently.
1. it all started that night, when something, you know, distracted my thoughts. that was one of the worst and longest night i ever had here. felt like a zombie.
luckily the next morning life kept me pretty busy hopping here and there so there was no time left to drop the thoughts. stayed at mcd for group discussion - for 7 hours! i had a good time, though :D group rocks!
2. i have been eating a lot. i mean, a lot. A LOT. carbo carbo carbo sugar sugar sugar all day long.
day 1
breakfast : milk
lunch : mixed rice
dinner : 1 pack of oreo
day 2 : live to eat
breakfast : milk
lunch : mcchicken burger + large chipotle fries + upsized lemon tea + random snacks and sweets
dinner : bee hoon fish soup
day 3 :
breakfast : milk
lunch : egg mayo 6-inch sandwich + upsized lemon tea
dinner : bubble milk tea
yea yea yea :)
3. dont know whats happening, but i was starting to see, and i do really mean see, people and things around me. and think of them. i started to list love i spotted and good things happened. do you notice the last 2 posts titled 'love of the day' and 'lotd'? and 'good things of the day' :)
it made me feel good :D
4. dancing frees me. dance freely, you'll be freed.
5. get lost! erik, which happens to be my partner in crime, asked me to join her church event on sunday morning. so i texted my churchmate (something like classmate but in church) that im not going there this sunday. i was very confident taking bus to orchard. everything felt good until - after almost an hour - the bus suddenly slowed down and stop at an interchange. 'bukit merah central'. i was like, what the? where the hell am i?? erik called me, finding out what happened, she laughed at me in a very criminal way.
the next few minutes i figured out that bukit merah central was located just behind my house building. so yea, in other words, i traveled all the way from my house to my house *.*
but somehow i felt good hahahaha. maybe i'll try to get lost again someday. it was kinda fun :D
hey, i find this kinda post interesting. just telling updates of what have been happening to me recently :)
bubye!
