unpredictable

have you seen the recording of cctv in marriot?
it showed the two of the terrorists walking slowly and looking around. they looked so natural. you won't have any suspicious feeling. you would just past the two of them and think 'who's the man walking with the florist? umm i don't care'. and few days later, BUM. it exploded. and took many souls.

i used to think that that kinda terror would never happen to me. like my life will always be safe. but the news on tv and other media had opened my eyes. it can happen to me. at anytime. in anywhere.

if that happens to me one day, what would i do then? will i survive?

the explosion made me think about those questions. and i can't find the answers yet.

i just realized that life is really unpredictable. you're laughing now, but you don't know if your laughter lasts at least until tomorrow. you don't even know what will happen in the next minute.
we are so selfish thinking that nothing bad will ever happen to us. but now, it just feels like it's haunting us. and it can attack us at anytime. when we're not ready.

keep praying to our Father okay? it'll make us feel better :)

bubye!