should i?

alright, so. i kind of hate to say it, but seems like i have to admit it anyway. 

we all know i've been maintaining two blogs in the last few months. that other blog was basically in the same concept as this one. as a blabbing space. the only difference is the language. i thought.

i dont know if i thought wrong. geez its getting serious now. since that blog is maintained in bahasa, which is my mother tongue and therefore my first language, i couldnt ignore the fact that i feel more comfortable blabbing there, even if slightly. i used to try to bridge the gap by telling the stories twice, in both languages, on both blogs. but it was not an easy maintanance. 

the thing is actually a form of laziness and lacking of mood. since i have told the story once, more often than not, the mood just blows away and i dont have any more nerves to retell. 

so it came to mind. should i just close this blog?
ah, i dont know.