so do not underestimate me

i am small, but i do big.
i am short, but i perform high.
i have lack of height and size, but i definitely have no lack of quality.

some people just like to underestimate me in the first glance. and it has happened like idk-how-many-times already. like in my whole life. destiny? nah. just not a very fascinating fact :P

i know exactly what they're thinking just by looking at the way they respond to my questions or the way they look at me. they think i am just a little girl who is still too young and unstable and unreliable and incapable to handle a job. they may also think that im just acting like im capable when im actually not. and sometimes they would ignore me like im a form of a fly flying free in the air. or talk to me like i have no authority. not cool. either way, i do not care any longer now. whatever it is they think, let it be. like i caarreee.

whoa? really dont care? reallyyyyy? emm not really. hahaha! okay i dont care because at certain point, its always them who would stop and look. and start to notice that there is something they missed. something they overlooked. which is ME. and then they would start trying to read me. or bribe me with chocolates (mr. C? :P) who am i actually? what have i really got? and then, they know better. that yes, i am capable. i am qualified. and above all, i am sincere. and trust me on this, you dont get to find sincere people so easily here.

so sometimes, you just dont have to underestimate me.

oh i hate nagging in blog but this is what i've been holding back for quite a while. and i dont even mean to nag though, i just want a record of what im feeling and how i view this thing.

anyway, im so super sleepy.
im off the screen now.
goodnight, world.

21.07.10.23.29.pm

so. hey there.

im sleepy. i dont understand why i always post when im sleepy -.-
hoam i dont even know what i wanna write
but i just wanna write something
im thirsty but my bottle is empty already and im too sleepy to go get some more water
my eyes is really heavy they're going to close in few sec
i really dont understand why im still sitting here with monitor on
i want to sing something but i dont know what to sing
i want to watch something but im not so sure my eyes will compromise
my stomach and arms ache like crazy, well, yeah i did some exercise :)
i just bought one more to my monkey collections, it's a monkey spoon
i want to post the picture but later is better
im yawning again HOAM
i just had shower moments ago and it got me pretty energetic but i dont understand why i no longer feel it right now
i want a stack of bread with thick peanut butter
i want an apple pie
i want a chewy gooey fudge brownies with springy top
i want a burgerking's whopper
i want a strawberry ice cream
i want my sister's fettuccine
i want to climb up my roof
i want to walk on a beach
i want to go camping on a mountain
i want to listen to some music
i want banana with peanut butter
i want a fruit salad
i want sour sally
i want es jelly
i want chocochip cookies
i want
i want
i want
i want
i want to go sleep

-.-

goodnight world :)

cerita orang ngantuk

gue ngantuk.

gue ngantuk banget.

gue ngantuk banget beneran grrrrrrrr.

kenapa gue ga tidur?
karena gue lagi ngecharge dan uda 98% jadi tanggung ampe 100%.

dan gue ngantuk.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
mari cerita cerita saja biar gue ga tambah ngantuk.

this morning my mommy woke me up at 6 am (!). i took a bath and put on my tshirt and shorts and hit the road. i headed to kemang palang pintu festival. i've never gone to this festival before but my mommy and i planned to visit this year because everyone says it's always been great.

so i arrived. but it wasnt ready for public yet. so i went to chic mart. but it wasnt open yet. so i had a big bowl of porridge right in front of chic mart. and it was deliciosoo. then i walked back to the festival and took a look. but it wasnt so good. my sister bought a necklace and a tshirt. we got bored. so we walked back to chic mart. but it wasnt open. so i caught a taxi and went to la codefin. i had ice chocolate at excelso and fell asleep. i didnt care, i was sleepy like crazy. i came back to life in an hour. it was so boring. so we moved to grand indonesia. then we ..

.. okay. my battery is fully charged. and like i told ya i am now sleepy like crazy.

im going to my oh-my-paradise-bed.