22:58 pm

hey there :)

this afternoon i went to sgu with my friends to do the entrance test. i was in the same room with some of them so i didn't feel so alone :)

the first test was math. i could answer 8 out of 10 essay questions and i had 2 numbers blank. but i'm not really sure that all of my answers were right. just hope they were right :)

the next one was english. it was not really difficult but i had to pay much attention when reading the questions because the sentences were quite long. but overall i didn't find much difficulty.

and the last one was assesment. i think some of the questions were weird hahahah. but it was the most interesting test to me.

you know, this is an interesting experience for me. i mean, hey! i'm going to go to a university soon! gosh, i'm gonna be a grown-up! i'll be wearing whatever i want to school and i'll take care of myself and people will treat me as an adult. oh oh oh.

in one side, i'm really excited. i'm facing a new progress of my life. and i can't wait to go to univ. i wanna know how it feels :) i think it feels pretty good and really cool and really fun. and you can do whatever you want. and wear whatever you want :)

but in the other side, i feel worried too. i mean, what if i failed? what if they reject me? what if i've chosen the wrong univ? what if i'm not happy? what if it's not as fun as i thought? what if it's not like what i expected? what if i'm dissapointed?

oh oh oh. my head is just full. almost overloaded i think. i just can't answer that what-if questions. all i can do is hoping and praying that everything is good.

will you pray for me?

thank you :)

good night :)